I enjoy working. The month started off slowly for me, with my workload dwindling, and after a week and a half, I had just about taken care of all my emails from the past month, followed up on as many things as I could, and caught up on some random tasks. I had my reports done, emails answered, and time left over to get distracted. It felt weird. I didn’t know what to do with myself. I’ve never considered myself a workaholic, but when I’m working, I like having plenty to do, always more than can be finished that day. I don’t like finishing everything and twiddling my thumbs. So by the end of two weeks, I mentioned to a coworker that I had some free time on my hands and could help if he had something for me to do.
I can really get into the zone when I’m hard at work, zoning out people passing by and other distractions. At times, it’s hard to tear myself away for lunch, but once I do manage to (if I do…), I can let go and enjoy my meal. And when things are slowing towards the end of the day, I can tie off loose ends and save some of the work for the next morning. I don’t generally need to stay late and have rarely stayed beyond half an hour more than usual. I can leave work at work, but gosh, when I’m there, I do like to actually work. Maybe because being productive makes my time feel worthwhile. Maybe because it makes the time fly by. Or maybe just because I really do enjoy the work I do! It’s a great feeling and I’m really glad I came across a job that is such a steal. I don’t mind getting buried work during the day.
It’s wonderful to have a job like this, that I can work hard at and feel good about, with no complaints. I really can’t think of anything I dislike about the job. I remember anticipating full-time work and the horrors of getting up every day at the same time, not getting a summer break or the various other vacation times, and a whole slew of other things that people hate about the daily grind. But I’ve got a great deal – I don’t need to get up earlier than 8:30, I don’t have to shove down lunch in half an hour (unless I want to), and I have fun coworkers and supervisors. It’s no wonder I like to go in to work (though I admit I still have trouble waking up in the morning) and be a good, productive employee.
So yay for the new opportunities that are filling up my schedule once again. A slow day or even a slow week may be nice once in awhile, but I’d rather be busy getting things done. I don’t think I’m a workaholic in the strictest sense, but in many ways – healthy ways – I can be.