Fashion and I have an awkward relationship. I’ve never really felt like I was a fashionable person, or that I understood fashion, or even liked it. I probably own some things that can be considered fashionable (or at least it was in its prime), but I certainly didn’t pick them out because I knew they were. Most of my clothes fall into the categories of tacky, practical, free, and/or branded. I’m a sucker for a free t-shirt or a UCLA-branded anything. I also totally bought into the various groups I was part of – swim team, track team, JROTC, and other student groups – each of which had its own set of clothes that you could buy to show your association.
I tend to get the most “normal” clothes I can find at places like Charlotte Russe, Forever 21, and Kohl’s. I don’t go for the stuff that makes me look indie or hip or preppy or whatever. I don’t connect with those identities, so I don’t really buy clothes that would make me feel that way. I’m also not into fashion brands of any sort and probably can’t identify most of them. I saw a place called Bottega something by Rodeo Dr and I thought it was Bottega Louie, a restaurant I’m particularly fond of. The only Coach or Louis Vuitton stores I’ve been to were in Vegas and they made me highly uncomfortable (who likes to shop with security guards staring?).
Case in point: Tse Parfait blog. Full of creative partial shots and TONS of fashionable stuff that confuse me.
Yet, when I see people dressed so fashionably and taking cool pictures with their DSLRs or using Instagram, I kind of wish I had that sort of inspiration. I am creative in many ways, but not with my clothes, accessories, and makeup. In fact, I don’t even wear makeup and I rarely wear more than plain stud earrings. I thought of this because I recently came across a bunch of blogs, all of which seem to have the same themes: fashion, photography, food (and a combination thereof). These people take such creative pictures, or vivid ones, or just plain beautiful ones. They’re the kind of people I’d expect to find at a lomography store, with thick frame glasses and really cool bangs and skinny jeans.
I don’t want to look like them, but I wish I had that kind of skill with a camera. They have this ability to take pictures of parts of things and then piece them into a collage for a stunning masterpiece. They turn Instagram into their personal playtoy and pump out all kinds of cool images. Meanwhile, I’ve avoided using Instagram because it’s too overwhelming for me to decide how to take a picture and then filter it. My pictures are practical – they show you exactly what I thought was interesting, but not really in an interesting way. So I guess this isn’t so much about how disconnected I feel with fashion, but more about the creativity I associate with fashionable people and how they all seem to be pros with a fancy cam. Photography is one thing I plan on learning more about, and while I plan on taking a class one day, I don’t know if I’ll ever be as innovative as the fashionistas out there.
