Wow, this week has been… weird. Monday, Tuesday, and Wednesday I thought it was Tuesday (how do you live the same day three days in a row?) and then today I thought it was Friday (sure felt like it). So somehow, this week has been slow yet fast at the same time. I don’t know how the days went by, really. I had a lot of work, there was a lot of rain, and amidst all that I ate a lot of food. Everything kind of blurs together, but when I really think about I can still separate the days. Yet, I still get confused and nearly thought tomorrow was the weekend again.
I’ve been having trouble getting up in the morning, which may be due to the dreary weather. Somehow I always feel exhausted, even though I am getting a good 7-8 hours of sleep at night. I wonder if I’m dreaming again. Whenever I dream, I don’t get restful sleep. It could explain why I don’t feel rejuvenated when I wake up. I’m tempted to try an Excedrin PM, but I’ve never taken anything for sleep before and I’m afraid I really won’t wake up in time for work! Perhaps I just need more discipline to force myself to bed earlier each night. Or maybe I should take a vacation.
Have you ever had a whole week go by where you just felt off? Especially in your sense of what day it is? Boy is it a weird feeling. The human mind is such a volatile thing. I hope I can recuperate a bit this weekend and get my sense of time and my place in the world back. I’m definitely not working as well as I could be because of this.